a new beginning...

it's been almost 2 weeks already... :)

awalny emank nyiksa banget, serasa mendadak kosong pisan idupku te hahaha XD tugas juga udah bener2 ngabisin waktu sampe kaga bisa mikirin dia sedikit pun *kecuali pas liad dia d fb mungkin?*

and he's also doing fine.. Dan rasany dia udah kembali ceria kae yg biasa lagi :)

and that's what I want to see from him the first time I had this feeling back then :D dan pada akhirny tampakny bukan aku yang bisa bikin dia jadi gtu -w- oh well, it's ok, walo kaga bisa dapet dia juga, asal dia udah balik ceria lagi sih -w- karena emank dulu juga tujuan awalku cuman pengen bikin dia ceria lagi ajah seh *sebelum aku jadi ngehayal en punya feeling cem macem hahahaha*


the last time I see him, I can't even say hi to him *I'm being overly childish back then XD* well, I AM mad afterall :p marah karena semuanya serasa kaga ninggalin sedikit arti d hatiny, dan juga marah ama diri sendiri yg segitu susahny ngebuka diri ama dia.. Dongkol sendiri sampe nyampe tingkat dmana aku uda kaga mau peduli apa2 lagi hahahaha XD sekarang pas aku inged lagi asa pgn ngakak XD kaga nyangka diriku bisa egois juga hahahaha XD

and now I promise myself, the next time I see him, I'll at least say a simple little hi too him ;) I'll think it as an apology for my childish behaviour that troubled him so much back then XD

2 weeks.. Dan feeling ntu sebenerny masi ada da XD tapi x ini aku bakal bersikap lebi baek dari sebelumny dah :) I can't be childish forever.. Sometimes I just have to grow up.. -w-

a new begining.. Hope I still have chance to make it better this time -w-